The perfect wake up call...

So I was woken up by the most wonderful way to be woken up in a military wifes life! By huba called at eight and we talked for two whole hours!!! It was amazing the best feeling in the world to know that I was the first thing on his mind and wanted to call and say I love you.. He still doesnt know his coming home date but I know its going to be soon, due to no more mail after sept 1st!!! YAY.... oh dear there is still so much to do... I need to find a job, and get busy, as soon as I get my self busy again, and doing things and etc... Im sure time will go fast and He will be in my arms once again, until the next time his second wife the marine corps will ask him to leave again... I love to say he is my freedom fighter, and my hero... but I hate to think about him having to leave me again, and how hard this all was... It really makes me think twice about having kids, due to I dont want to up set them, that daddy's leaving again... or him even missing one minute of their lives... like what if he misses their first steps, first words, first day of pre school??? I know I married into this life, and Im glad I did because this is all I know... but at the same time, I do wonder what a normal life with no war really is like? One day we will live in utopia, but until then, our men in uniforms will be out to save the world again and again until they either call it quits to pursue a new life as a civi, or until god calls them up to go home...
To my loving husband who I was blessed with, You are my everything. How I was blessed with the worlds greatest men I will never know but you are my world, and I couldnt have asked for anything more, when I have you... I love you so much, and every day makes me want more, more time, more hugs, and kisses!!! but mostly, I just cant imagine my life with out you... ps... our kids better have your eyes... im just saying... there is an ocean not to fair, we'll just throw them in there until one comes out with your eyes... HAHAHAHA.... idk how long I've been saying that but it makes me laugh every time... only 37 more days and I will have been married to this wonderful man for a whole year, and we havent killed each other yet, lol just kidding....

miss you love.