The perfect wake up call...

So I was woken up by the most wonderful way to be woken up in a military wifes life! By huba called at eight and we talked for two whole hours!!! It was amazing the best feeling in the world to know that I was the first thing on his mind and wanted to call and say I love you.. He still doesnt know his coming home date but I know its going to be soon, due to no more mail after sept 1st!!! YAY.... oh dear there is still so much to do... I need to find a job, and get busy, as soon as I get my self busy again, and doing things and etc... Im sure time will go fast and He will be in my arms once again, until the next time his second wife the marine corps will ask him to leave again... I love to say he is my freedom fighter, and my hero... but I hate to think about him having to leave me again, and how hard this all was... It really makes me think twice about having kids, due to I dont want to up set them, that daddy's leaving again... or him even missing one minute of their lives... like what if he misses their first steps, first words, first day of pre school??? I know I married into this life, and Im glad I did because this is all I know... but at the same time, I do wonder what a normal life with no war really is like? One day we will live in utopia, but until then, our men in uniforms will be out to save the world again and again until they either call it quits to pursue a new life as a civi, or until god calls them up to go home...
To my loving husband who I was blessed with, You are my everything. How I was blessed with the worlds greatest men I will never know but you are my world, and I couldnt have asked for anything more, when I have you... I love you so much, and every day makes me want more, more time, more hugs, and kisses!!! but mostly, I just cant imagine my life with out you... ps... our kids better have your eyes... im just saying... there is an ocean not to fair, we'll just throw them in there until one comes out with your eyes... HAHAHAHA.... idk how long I've been saying that but it makes me laugh every time... only 37 more days and I will have been married to this wonderful man for a whole year, and we havent killed each other yet, lol just kidding....

miss you love.

Haha... Days Go by...

Ok so the days have gone by so fast, believe it or not... things that we have been through has been nothing like this! I cant believe its Aug already... Sadly I am going to spend my bday alone... no biggy bc I get the best annver. gift ever! My hubby is coming home! I cant believe it but Gabe follows my blog... how cute... he told me the other day hun you havent writen on your blog in a while... I was like what? you follow it... it made me smile... but things that have gone on... I went to NY and hung out with my nephews it was a blast! I miss and love them so much =) but they sure have kept me from wanting kids haha... but I found a cute little apt. and when I say little I mean I didnt realize it was this small lol... thank god for a 6 month lease... just enough to find a job, save some money up, and get him home to find a new cute place with me... I know he's not going to love this place... but he will deal... I dont want him to deal with it though. I want him to love it! I have the fish tank set up though! but if we do deiced we want to move and get a bigger place then Im going to save my tank until then to start a salt water tank... and I cant wait!

Hahaha so my hubby said he wants to save to doing something important, for him self and something for me... I said ok... but I dont want anything really... and he said he wanted to fix up his car, and to get this amazing $2000 computer... which was funny to be on the phone while he was trying to set it up lol... "ooo I want this too, and oh wow... I have to get that, its amaazing... oh crap... ummm hunny its a little pricey... hehe" it was just so cute... I love him lol... so I am to thinking that now that my back is back in shape, and only 6 wks of physical therapy left... I want my ponys back! haha he laughed at me said oh boy lol... but it would be amazing! but I would like to find a good job to support my bad habbit lol... horses! haha but hopefuly we can work this all out! I really want him to get the computer and the car stuff done, I just want to see him happy and get everything he deserves for all the hard work he has done, and had to go through... I just want him to have to best....

Well its been good, but gots to go!

ttfn!