Day 13-14

So I cant write much today very busy! I have a dentist apt to fix a root canal done when I was like 8 lol... But I want to get the crown fixed before he gets home... Im getting the overwhelming feeling again... I think I only get it bc I dont have a fix way to pay all the bills yet... and we have the credit card maxed out, and we really dont make that much, well enough to keep us alive and pay off all the bills and we really dont have a lot of bills but idk its just me I guess. lol I havent heard from him in a while again, and he makes everything so easy lol... I just wish he would call again... I missed him on fb last night bc I was playing sims and not paying attention to my fb... I was just relaxing bc of the meds the dentist has me taking, I cant do much on them lol... but I have to get going here. I'll write more later... wish me luck at the dentist lol